July part 2

allure or excitement 

see the worst in people to appreciate the best

never want to be governed by fear 

watching nicole film for lynn hirschberg : confirms life beautiful 

need exercise must

쭉쭉쭉 진도 progress 

escape into virginia, she felt much safer than where i was, not comfortable with myself at that time in my life

comfortable with self 

behavior is mutable 

innate poise 

spells

me 

to let go and be free. to be healthy. to sit up straight and recognize moments as being alive.

stronger focus on physique and time management. 

physical strength

spiritual well being

time management

balanced, wholesome nutrition 

to spend myself for those i love

the things i return to every single time, my center and focus. the factors to my happiness.

sleep and digestion have been difficult. relying somewhat on medication. 

together

to spend time with someone for an extended period of time, calls for intentional distancing. reminding self of boundaries and expectations from myself and counterpart. 상대가 나를 너무 편하게 대한다 싶었는데 나 또한 그러했음을, 인지. 오히려 상대의 편안함을 초래했을지도라는 perspective alteration. 

school 

time management 

stay inspired 

friends

fb book club reactivation with jin and a few others. 

being able to share with a few what cannot be shared with all, availability of private conversations. appreciation for time and thought. 누구나와 아닌 누군가와만 공유 할 수 있는 시간 및 주제. having someone tell me that they understand how i feel. having someone take the time to listen and opinion on topics of my concern. 

family 

just wrote to mom dad and changjun, purposely with no particular reason. just an overview of my summer. going through possible improvements. recognizing my summer 2014, these moments this time will never be available to me. recognizing that a day's time is enough to achieve many. 

to keep something to self vs. to share what is on my mind. shared all with all. clarified and realized unimaginable. glad.

materialistic

to recognize great quality regardless of price. also to understand and practice reasonable purchasing habits. to void ridiculousness. to be considerate of those in greater need. to fulfill practical needs with quality standards without forgetting others who i am in position to help. 

sponsorship 

remembering that i have enough at all times to share even if it is something as little as a dollar.