2014 새롭고 지속되는 목표 Beatles Beatles live forever like the Beatles

Somewhere in her smile she knows
That I don't need no other lover
Something in her style that shows me
I don't want to leave her now
You know I believe and how

You're asking me, will my love grow?
I don't know, I don't know
You stick around now it may show
I don't know, I don't know

every year same goals 평생 연습 수양 요소:

가족 

친구 relationships 

건강 physical emotional spiritual 운동 컨디션 관리 build stronger abs

social responsibilities: 학교 일 

생활: 환경정리 금전관리 문화생활 experiencing and learning 

not to complain but to spend time resolving, if not resolvable let go, quick 

변화가 많았던 올 해. 졸업 인턴 직장 룸메이트 연애 친구들 벨뷰생활 창준방문. 

learning points: 

business dynamic relationship management

financial responsibility and living expense management

importance of effective communication 

pros and cons of living with someone

Nothing's gonna change my world 

Nothing's gonna change my world 

Nothing's gonna change my world 

Nothing's gonna change my world 

work is work. work is great and annoying. work itself is fine. relationship management is troublesome. 

some relationships are easier to maintain than others. going through team persons leaving and entering within short terms is the most bothersome. having to include various persons in communication simply because management can't stabilize broadens the communication pool and complicates simplicity. i vent, ha. wells, work is work. will get through.

having a rather communicative and particular roommate was and is a teaching factor much. learning the extent of a person's uniqueness. learning to let go at a point when a resolution is out of my reach. sometimes solving the problem comes not from solving the problem itself. wasn't able to contribute to finding the missing pieces, but giving her space and convincing her comfortable helped to stabilize the situation. 

not having a room for cj is difficult somewhat - simply having to spend more time together within a cube. actual inconveniences are slim. more so of the smaller habits of leaving things around or making small noises. amount of light in the room, leaving the shade down etc. 

living in Bellevue is much convenient. cleaner and safer. clean and wide windowed apartment impacts daily mood much - positively. physically being more so away from friends built distance for sure. beyond the physical factor, being out of school and in a different environment also contributed to the distance. disappointing at the moment, but nothing too concerning considering longer terms - decades. also to remember is that in any given case, my contribution is half and exactly half. 

I don't know why nobody told you 
how to unfold you love 
I don't know how someone controlled you 
they bought and sold you 

I look at the world and I notice it's turning 
While my guitar gently weeps 

With every mistake we must surely be learning

looking back 2013 goals 

1. 대학원 원서

a. 학교 리스트

b. deadline 

c. essays

d. 추천서 

2. 복근

a. 아침 스트레칭

b. 취침 전 스트레칭 

c. 40분 유산소

d. 식습관 

e. 똑바로 걷기

f. 자세 바로 앉기

g. 앉기보다 서있기 

h. 주말 등산 weekend hiking ! explore WA

3. Love self

a. 엄마 아빠에게 솔직하게 비밀 없기 

b. 많이 웃기 

c. meditate 명상하기 

d. 자신 칭찬하기 

e. 주말 등산 weekend hiking ! explore WA 

2014 specific goals 

1. relationship growth 

beyond management, contributing enough to learn, progress, sculpt, and build

  a. extensive yet cautious communication (plan ahead, time it: months, weeks, days)

  b. eye contact

  c. set aside time to imagine other's perspective

2. physical goals 

stronger abs

loose 5 lbs

invest in skin care 

  a. sleep earlier 10 PM

  b. sit ups / core strength minimum 3 times/week

  c. swim 2 times/ week 

  d. DRINK WATER 

  e. invest 1 hr/week skin care 

3. school - spring quarter, fall quarter

  a. proactive

  b. wake up early 

  c. plan early 

  d. consistency: every day 

  e. positive, optimism 

4. work 

business relationship management - comprehensive communication practice 

work precision - detail orientation 

  a. learning attitude everyday 

  b. communicate early: inform management of plans and goals 

  c. have fun 

  d. care more 

  

5. financial management

  a. saving goals

  b. tuition planning FAFSA 

  c. living expense management 

6. help chang jun with school - more communication 

  a. 1 hr/2 days M W F

  b. build schedule 

  c. essay revision 

  d. check list 

7. spiritual goals 

  a. close eyes and breathe

  b. sleep consistently 

  c. drink water 

  d. walk everyday 

  e. diligence everyday

  f. optimism, positivity  

  g. appreciate and express

계획이 장황한 것이 바라는게 많은 해인가보다 .. yay! means i am beyond the basics. have met my goals of physical/spiritual health and social responsibilities from 2013. now going beyond the fundamentals, exploring the territories of focusing on relationships and social living techniques. 

2014 shall be exponential.

Always, no sometimes, think it's me
But you know I know when it's a dream
I think I know I mean a yes
But it's all wrong
That is I think I disagree

Let me take you down
Cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real
And nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever
Strawberry Fields forever
Strawberry Fields forever

beatles will live forever, as a legend and legends. 

be wise, 

make informed decisions. know what i want, focus and exclude excessive. plan ahead, achieve.

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be

I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

목표 know what you want

계획 plan, break long terms into several short

시간 에너지 투자 time and energy investment

마음 놓기 let go 에너지 저축 not to waste but conserve energy